• Debra

    Cookies my ass!

    We don’t really know what happened in Brussels when some senior butthead decided that every single website in the world should warn people about the use of cookies! Maybe they were running out of work, was afraid we would think they didn’t produce enough laws or maybe they just felt they had to produce something for their astronomical royal salaries… The result of their boredom was the total destruction of the flow on the Internet. In the good old days, we could surf from website to website completely uninterrupted and hassle-free. But now the typical website experience on each and every webpage you visit is a popup where we have…

  • Celestine

    Being Present

    The past is gone. The future has not arrived. There is no Love and no Life outside this moment. Ego is not present. It cannot be. Ego has jumped out of the source. Left the now. Always trying to define itself because of that. It is a construct. A bunch of opinions and attitudes. Nothing more. The moment Ego arrives at NOW it is not Ego any more. It becomes omnipresent as nothingness. Leaving Now is falling. Falling asleep. And Ego does not notice. Ego is not aware that it fell asleep. We are neither aware when we fall asleep at night. The point we notice we fell asleep is…

  • Celestine

    Why suicide does not help.

    In the following I will go through the consequences of ending your life prematurely. Emotions can be very dark and heavy. They can trick people into doing things they otherwise would not have done. When emotions take you over you lose conscious control of yourself. Thought can amplify emotions and thought can control emotion – if you are well-trained in watching your mind. This is also called meditation or mental hygiene. In the Movie Ground Hawk Day Bill Murray finds himself waking up every day at six o’clock and the day before repeats itself. This happens over and over and over. Bill tries to change things, manipulate things and learn…

  • Celestine

    Karma 1O1

    The purpose of Karma is to teach you NOT to suffer. The way we usually go around this is to try to CONTROL our surroundings. But the returning karma of controlling other people is to be controlled by other people! You can’t escape your karma. You can run but it will catch up with you eventually – and you will get what you deserve – so to speak. There is a deep secret in the saying “Treat others as you would like to be treated”. Think of energy as a common denominator for everything you do, say, think and feel. The doing represents most energy. Thoughts and feelings are more…

  • Angelica

    How to become an addict

    I lost my family when I was 5. I never had a dad and I lost my sisters and my mom when our family was torn apart in 1993. I was placed in a catholic school with strangers and I missed my mom and my sisters like you won’t believe it. This is the story of…   The Hungry Ghost. In time this family breakup became a huge void inside of me. It was dark and scaring and every time I was alone with this emptiness I was overpowered and got panic attacks because I figured this was how the rest of my life was going to be. I was…

  • Angelica

    Youtube is a fraud

    Thousands of Youtubers complain that Youtube is removing their LEGITIMATE subscribers. And Youtube claims they are removing inactive subscribers. NO Youtube you are NOT!!!! Here is the documentation that you (tube) is wrong and the Youtubers a are right. I created a Youtube channel for my games. I know I had 3 subscribers after a few days. Because I knew who they are! At the same time Youtube said that I had ZERO subscribers! So to test it I asked one of my subscribers to unsubscribe and this is the result: She got this message that I have MINUS 1 SUBSCRIBER while the two other subscribers got the message that…

  • Debra

    Merchants of Death and Responsible Investments

    If you have had enough of war (you probably don’t because you never were in one), here is a list of the Merchants of death – contractors that work for the ‘defense’ industry and profit grossly on it. Knowing who they are, makes it possible actively NOT to support them! I’ve been there. In the mountains of Afghanistan. Hunted, shot at and held prisoner by a rogue renegade local warlord for weeks. Greedy people start the wars. Dumb people go to war – me for example. If you buy from these companies you are in fact supporting continuous wars all over the world. And of course, the US is in…

  • Debra

    Privatizing wars with mercenaries and paid killers!

    Ever since the NeoCon wave began flooding the western democracies, everything that could be monetized became privatized. Healthcare, pension, telephone companies, public transport, railways, gas, oil, hospitals, mail and probably more I can’t think of or don’t know of. Even democracy has been covertly privatized in many countries! In several countries education has been or is in the process of being privatized. I don’t claim that all privatization is bad. BUT I will claim that something is best managed by the state and NOT by private companies. Two of these things is the military and the police. Unfortunately as the rich get richer and the poor get poorer we will…

  • Celestine,  Love

    Sri Lanka Easter Bombings and the Karma for the Suicide Bombers

    This article has been written in the light of the bombings in Sri Lanka 21 April 2019. Worry not for revenge as the universe is intelligent enough to deal with the actions of a suicide bomber. Always stay in contact with the Divine Love as much as you can. The Divine Universe does not care for religion of any sort. Only for Light and Love. Love will wake you up to what is behind the curtain. Hate will roll down more curtains. Everything that happens to the suicide bombers after their death is not real. It is their own inner projection they experience. It will be much like a nightmare…

  • Celestine,  Love

    Love is All You Need

    Some people talk about seeing the light, but try BEING the light! Your soul is a raw unpolished diamond. Spend your life cutting and polishing your diamond so you can reflect the Divine Light. Then let go of the Diamond and become the Light. Know you ARE the light. Know that everything is made of this light and there is NOTHING higher than this – Except for The Source – which is best described as nothingness. But do not give it a name. It is better to leave it with no names. If there is a God he MUST be made of this light – which means that he is…

  • Angelica

    A Real Man Defends Women and Children with his Life!

    The Wrath of an Angel Trafficking is real! Very, very real! The chances of you knowing someone who is secretly involved in trafficking are much higher than you want to believe. It could be one of your classmates who picks up women in airports or clubs. It could be the amateur photographer in your street. It could be your nice uncle who has child porn on his computer. It could be the local strip club which manages a handful of girls under cover of dancers. Maybe the geek next door is the administrator on the dating sites that pick up women. Maybe your neighbor’s van is used for transporting women…

  • Angelica

    Dear Trump

    I have met a lot of men from all walks of life. I have met criminals, drug dealers, thieves, mafia bosses, soldiers and officers from many different countries, a few (corrupt) politicians and a lot of ordinary people. The vast majority of my encounters reflect pretty normal men who have the ability to be present and open to some degree. BUT some of them were very ambitious and some very ruthless in their way to prove themselves worthy of something they tried to achieve. These men all had one thing in common. They never experienced the presence of a dad. This leaves the boy hurt, with a subtle feeling of failure that needs to…

  • Lenora

    Homeless in Detroit

    Detroit is half dead. Or half Detroit is dead. It’s a broken city. Just like me. I guess half the city is abandoned and all around the city in homeless communities, it’s easy to be accepted as part of a group. People are really nice and help each other all they can. I ended up in a place with tents and was invited by a woman to sleep in her tent at night and in the middle of this place that once was a thriving community, we had a huge fire to keep us warm. These people have nothing. Nothing! Apart from the outworn clothes they are wearing. Some of the gangs…

  • Lenora

    Relief

    I remember hiding and sleeping in the closet because I didn’t want him (my stepfather) to find me. But he always did. And when he did he wanted me to ”pet his dog” as he called it. It was horrible. The smell of booze and sweat was unbearable. In the beginning, he wasn’t violent, but when I resisted he began hitting me and sometimes he also had a knife and threatened to cut off my fingers if I didn’t ”touch his dog”. In ’93 when mother fled back to Korea with Debra, I was placed in an orphanage outside London. Basically a nice place with a huge garden and close…

  • Debra

    Hi!

    I’m on Facebook and I am one of these girls who get a ton of PM’s every day from guys. Only one word. “Hi”. What the hell is that for an insanely stupid worthless way to contact a girl on Facebook??? What the fuck does a guy expect a woman to respond to that??? If you have a FANTASTIC follow up, it would most likely work in real life. But this is Facebook. You guys have a great reason to approach me! I have a nice face and I look sexy. All the reason you need. But my good looking is not an invitation to sex. It is not an…

  • Debra

    My previous Life

    I owe my life to Snyper and Goldie. After a Chinook crash in Afghanistan, I was the only survivor and I tried to keep myself alive for days around the wreck while burying my dead friends. My brain was totally clear from the adrenalin rush when the heli crashed and I thought This is the end, but I still expected some kind of more irrational reaction or break down at some point. Luckily that wasn’t now. The adrenaline kept it away. I knew there was a transponder in the heli, but I didn’t know if it worked. And if it did, it could take days to send people up in…

  • Debra,  Dating

    I’m not dating!

    Just want to make one thing clear…   I am NOT on the Internet (including Facebook) to find a date! Why? Because I’m broken and I will fuck it up! Imagine this: You and I on an evening stroll and we get mugged. Yes, I have a pretty face, but don’t be mistaken. I will be the one breaking his arms and smashing his skull against the pavement. And I will probably not stop until he doesn’t move anymore. Blood doesn’t frighten me. Not the slightest. The enemy’s blood calms and encourages me. When I see him bleed I feel victorious and strong. You will be the one standing five…